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Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.

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  1. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good day, network not stable. Hope it fixes soon. Read another sexual abused case. A father abused daughter. During the examine seemed he had a porn issue, but no one thought that's a big deal. Never thought a lawyer can be accused for misconduct in the case. So incourt, everything can be spelled out.
     
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  2. summer_breeze

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    Happy to be able to fight against PMO.
    Doing well, always looking for more.
     
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    Well, it's been a few weeks since I logged in, due to all sorts of stuff going on at home, which thankfully have been resolved. Relapse day before yesterday but back on the horse now, day 2. Was off work and spent all day with the wife and that was good as we reconnected a bit. Need to value what I have in life and not be chasing the PMO dragon! Happy Christmas, fellow fapstronauts!
     
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  5. irishrover

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    Great line that.."the path is dangerous but the peak is marvellous". I'll keep that one in mind :)
     
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  6. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    @MASTER MONK Hello sir, I’m back. Can you add me to the list. I’m ready to participate in hell mode.

    Day 1 Hell mode.

    I had the worst sleep due to PM, and almost started the day with junk food and continuing a day of misery. I chose to stand up log back on to NoFap, and be on top again. Being in the right mental state, is what we NEED before indulging in any of lifes conquests or luxurious. Without your mind you have nothing.
     
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  7. Relapsed. But i'll be better this time, discipline was my error, i have a short discipline. I'm deleted my past journal, deleted my past name that remember my relapse and sad time on this forum, i changed, but the results not changed, it's time to really be productive, really be a good person, a good man, clean, pure and disciplined.

    I also made the mistake of disconnecting from my inspirations and mentors, never making that mistake again. Day 0.
     
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  8. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Good day, sad to know the news of the three sailors killed in the naval air station, a naval term the airport.

    From the media, the gunman's motive was because the instructor in the military school made fun of him. And he has a Muslim background.

    While the media was so focused on whether to still let the ousiders to come to the states train with the us forces or not, no report of whether the hazing was the problem and needed to be further investigated.

    One of the famous case during the basic training was a high school boy who enlisted and suicide after few weeks, not because of the harsh training, but trash instructors. The victim was a Muslim.
    It makes me wondering who is really the victim? Seems the us military does have Muslim chaplain to served those in need, appears that they do value the teaching.

    Those airmans on the sea were brave though. But who knows what's next. If no one cares about the other side problem, this continues.
     
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  9. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    1.5 Hell mode

    Today was a good day, just stayed out a little later than i wanted too but i took a bad day and put it into a upswing. I’m going to sleep 6 hours and stay into routine tomorrow. Solider out!!
     
  10. Hell mode going good so far alhamdulillah. Pushing myself, i have a presentation tomorrow. InshaAllah I do well, i rehearsed a lot for it.
     
  11. Day 1, daily check-in.

    I'm just doing checking in every challenge that I am but on this I will say something: I'm fine, I studied a lot today, read a history book and read a lot about culture.

    I will live all my days like the last. I'll study Duolingo now, I want to be polyglot in the future, I'm sure it will help me in my professional life.

    Anyway, I'm feeling lonely, I never had good social abilities so I just have friends of my gender and never have courage to talk with girls face to face.

    For me this is an error. Why I need to be so shy and talk things that I want just with my smartphone? I hope I can beat this fear with my discipline and courage soon enough.
     
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  12. im’possible

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    Good day, attend a hearing. This was a minor sexual assault case. As the col says most charges in the military are this one so it was a surprise for me.
    Long story short, there's a man who was about to sex with the minor, ended by caught up and sentenced to jail in few years. He didn't actually done that but showed intention of doing it. And as always he also had child porn on his device.
    As a result, his 10 years of service ended. Doesn't matter his achievements. Worse yet he got go to the jail and registered as a sex offender. So that wherever he applies for jobs, his employer would know.
    Unfortunately the law does separate the difference between child porn and porn. If child porn is not tolerated, why porn is? If children cannot tell the difference, so to the adults.
    Well I know it's everyone choice to watch it or not, but it's certainly a loophole that needed to be fixed.
     
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  13. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    How's the fever lieutenant? Taking a sick call?
     
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    55 days, almost 2 month ! It's been too long since I post here but I can see that some people are very involved here which is great. I should come on nofap even if I do not feel the need to (meaning I have P thoughts...). So for now I'm doing fine, hope I can last one month more ! :)
     
  15. newtry

    newtry Fapstronaut

    D56 (Saturday) Hm. In the morning I prepared my class that I will give on Tuesday (Effective Call). My brother again showed signs of his undiagnosed mental illness. Now he has persecutory delusions. I tried to reason with him, he insulted me, then he apologized, anyway ... it's not easy to deal with someone like that. I hope he accepts, someday, the help God wants to give him.
    In the afternoon I was in the nursing home, visiting the grandparents and bringing them a word of hope. I already compressed myself with a grandmother to bring wool on my next visit.
    Then, I was at the party of the youth gathering of my Church. I could stand out by winning a basketball game (miracle of God), and after eating, I made several puzzles for them. I felt in glory.

    D57 (Sunday) Hm. Studied. In the Church I participated in the rehearsal of the play (nobody made fun of this time) and with the choir.

    D58 (Monday) Hm. In the morning I worked. At home I studied. I was very tired all day, but I struggled to do my homework.

    D59 (Tuesday) Hm. In the morning I was studying for my exam and I received a call from my job with something urgent. That altered my plans, and I had to stop studying. I was late for the exam but they let me do it. I think I did well ... God will say. What matters most to me in that class is to have planted the seed of faith in my classmates and in the teacher.
    In the afternoon, I gave my class (Effective Call). I had a new student (the husband of one of my students). Thank God that the men of my Church are being encouraged to come to my classes ... but God bless the women, who are the first to support the ministries.

    D60 (Today) Hm. In the morning I advanced with work. Then, at my house, I took a nap. When I woke up, I was studying for my next class (Glorification). That will be the last class for this year. Next year we will start with Christology.
    I am healthy, thank you :)
     
  16. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Hell mode 2/3

    Yesterday was a real good day but today was a big fuck up. Why you ask? It’s because I’m staying out late with my friends out at the casino, dinners, strip clubs, parties.. i sleep late, even though I’m sober i wake up late and feel like shit. I dont train, i dont eat a healthy meal, i dont meditate, i dont read and i feel like i have empty hole inside me. Then i need to fill it with hookers, porn or even last night; i really wanted to drink again. Sleep is so important for your mind and well being.. Treat the mind right and it will pay you back in triple.

    I will not pay for sex, hangout with suger babies, look for escorts, go to massage parlors ever again. Sure ill miss out on gangbangs when i go out of town with my friends but where does it lead to after that? It leads to coming back home and trying to fill that empty hole. Once you open the door, the flood gates open. If you feel regret when you do something 9/10 times it probably isn’t good for your soul.

    When i feel restless, irritable and discontent i need to continue to eat healthy if its early on in the day. I need to meditate, read and pray.. OR go out and fucken help someone, see how they are doing. Read about acceptance... Finish the steps, you have the tools.

    My soul needs to be one with itself, and not look for things to fill it with. I need to control my eurges and be in peace with my mind. Paying for sex isn’t real, and its tricking your mind to be happy for a short period of time. I ain’t no fucking trick.
     
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  17. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Yesterday was a good day, today wasn't, maybe tomorrow is. Lead the way sir.

    Lt @newtry update your list page when get well. You're still Sgt 1st class now. It'd be great to see 3 lieutenants together.

    @L'empereur time out is noted. Report when you're ready.

    @GonTheHunter are you gonna be languages expert?

    Is @theman1 still alive?
     
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  18. Pedro.Conquers

    Pedro.Conquers Fapstronaut

    Thank you sir.
     
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