Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

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  1. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Reporting,
    PT off day so just took a walk.
    Finished a new short path. This one says how to accept the fact and take the true self approach.
    Weenkend service talks a prostitute saved God's people. Regardless of the past, one can contribute so never give up on faith.
     
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  2. bornagaingirl

    bornagaingirl Fapstronaut

    Reporting day 50

    50!!! So that's great but now I need to be vigilant this is where I relapsed last time.
    Played laser tag yesterday and finished four applications, put in five short applications as well. Now getting ready for church.
     
  3. Day 3 checking
    Still working on meditation.
    Doing good.
    Hell is here ;)
     
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  4. Great girl.
    You are doing an amazing work
    Keep going ;)
     
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  5. bornagaingirl

    bornagaingirl Fapstronaut

    Yeah it is amazing but flatline depression self doubt want me to stumble and relapse. :( I need the clarity of nofap to process the things that happened to me but they trigger the desire for orgasm and masturbation as a way to soothe myself and push these issues away again. Ugh. Next week will be hard again I suppose.
     
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  6. I know the feeling.
    Too good to be real, so brain tries to trick you.
    Well, stop it.
    It's reality. You're amazing. You're doing amazing.
    And you will do even better.
    Every day.
    Because you are worth of this, and even more.
    Keep strong girl.
    You deserve happiness and freedom. So get it.
     
  7. MONSTER MONK

    MONSTER MONK Fapstronaut

    715
    12,366
    123
    My Journal
    In my defence, your honour.
    Id lost my phone, and a bit of heart.
    I plead not guilty!

    Let me know what updates need to be made
     
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  8. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Reporting,
    :emoji_runner:
    Mental. Reviewed some great scripts. I wish the medical officer Bear is here. He shared some wisdoms on his posts. One was the myth of frequent relapse. Because of not learning. Course work is not one time done. 10 min each day for review and reflection should be no problem. With no excuses. I reflected so far, was to remember the purpose of doing this.

    Order #3 To sound of why you're doing this whenever you can.

    The path corse I took. Her premise was not to quit, but to start. Start recognizing true self and noise. Those urges are generally noises. Not necessary bad tho. But don't let it overwhelme yourself. It's selfbeating. Over.

    Academics. Philosophy as always. Did some math too.
    Out.
     
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  9. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

  10. Day 4 checking
    Goal accomplished.
    @bornagaingirl I really hope you're keeping strong.
    You're way stronger than the temptation.
    Be the best version of yourself.
     
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  11. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Reporting,
    :emoji_cartwheel:
    The whiskey. It's the key for ultimate success.
    Worked.
    In a low mood so bought some pastas for another medi dine.
    Learned that mental assessment regulary helps everyone. So no judgement before the test.
    Writing of test. I started another one and looking forward for it.
    Philosophy as respected.
    It looks we're missing some folks here. Wishing you guys and gals are safe out there.
    Out.
     
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  12. Ixthus

    Ixthus Fapstronaut

    45
    35
    18
    back from a long period of relapse.
     
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  13. Day 5
    In the hell mode.
    Doing good.
    Nothing major to notice.
    Continuing on meditation course
     
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  14. Caged_bird

    Caged_bird Fapstronaut

    Day 2
    Meditation
    Workout
    Nofap videos
    Spanish learning
    Ruminated a lot more than past days.
    But I have decided to fix it permanently
    I believe the only way to forget resentment trauma is to confront the person who caused it and vent..
    Don't care about the outcome.. Whether the person says sorry or is unapologetic or even bad.. At least say what you wanted to say so that you can get closure and peace of mind.
    I was really introvert and opposite of assertive and codependent.. After many months of counseling I put these things out of my life theoretically.. Tomorrow will be first time I have to practically prove my inner emotional strength. To prove that I can hold my ground and be assertive..
    Lets see how things unfold..
    It is kinda ERT (exposure and responsive therapy) which Linda works best for OCD and intrusive thoughts..
    So hopefully will get rid of all the toxicity and Ruminations permanently if God wills
     
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  15. Caged_bird

    Caged_bird Fapstronaut

    Well i kinda got a closure... That person doesn't care and probably never did..
    I guess even i shouldn't care anymore..
    Cntrl +alt +delete
     
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  16. Caged_bird

    Caged_bird Fapstronaut

    Anyways day 0
     
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  17. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Only if that means you wanna reboot. Regardless of the result. Well done for that confrontation. Get yourself back soon.
     
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  18. Caged_bird

    Caged_bird Fapstronaut

    I did...
     
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  19. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    I hope so.
     
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  20. Great work my friend.
    If now he's deleted then it's time for your happiness ;).
    Keep strong, and keep smiling :)
     
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