Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.

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  1. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    5281 reporting,
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    Philosophy as respected.
    Case studied.
    Performance is low. I need to sleep earlier.
     
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  2. bornagaingirl

    bornagaingirl Fapstronaut

    Reporting day 74.

    Put in more applications. Worked a bit.
     
  3. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Day 26 checking in
    Good work.
    Reporting all work done.
     
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  4. Casper400

    Casper400 Fapstronaut

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    Sorry for the missed check-in guys.

    Back on day zero. Getting back on that horse and trying again.

    Mental Game: Did 2 x Science modules today.
    Physical Game: Slept from 4ish pm yesterday till 6:30am today - kinda got behind the 8-ball on things to catch up on and also may have an injured hammy so I felt the unction to not do my recovery training tonight.

    Over and out!
     
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  5. Casper400

    Casper400 Fapstronaut

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    Sounds good to me
     
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  6. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    5286 reporting,
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    Fapstronautics. I made this subject name. A study of nofap science. Today covered the difference between slow and fast recovery. It's just different routines. But it makes the big difference.
    Philosophy as respected.
    Training excercised. All clear.
    Rtb.
     
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  7. im’possible

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  8. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    27 checking in
    Hell days.
    But tomorrow my work will have his party.
    My degree is coming. Proud.
     
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  9. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    5289 reporting,
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    Fapstronautics. Today covered two mistakes that newbies have; quitting but not learning, quitting but not training. Either way is going to relapse.
    Today also faced a challenge. There's a triggering display link down the page I was reading. I got up and washed my hands, and read some newly developed fapstronautics. Bravo.
    Philosophy as respected.
    Worked too.
    Probably not much time for family, but will attempt.
    All clear. Had another awsome :emoji_stew:
    Silence.
     
    Last edited: Sep 24, 2020
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  10. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

  11. Fighter_4_life

    Fighter_4_life Fapstronaut

    Day 0
    I kinda expected it.. Giving a bit into demons slowly...
    I tried fighting but every time I thought was loosing and the demon was coming back at me stronger till I crumbled I realized I am a very bad addict..
    I have to fight to train..

    It is just me vs dopamine
    All other factors are settled

    That guy is really apologetic..
    I had posted some cryptic heartbreak quote and I guess one of my friends passed it to him
    And today he reached me out via text msg about uni stuff and all..
    To basically check on how I was feeling indirectly
    I acted normal.. I feel nothing for him..
    Nor will I ever..
    I cannot tell him my pain that he caused me.. His sorry doesn't work on my addition even though it is helping my underlying issues a lot .. I have to fight myself fight for what I want, the life I dream of

    I feel he feels bad but I could be wrong
    And some of my toxic friends as well..
    Trying to strike conversations with me in whatsapp class group..
    The same ones that were not responding to my texts when I needed them the most.. And we're hurtful on my weak times
    Irony
    I hate them chameleons...

    There is one sweet guy friend of mine.. He really encourages me to study and is extremely helpful and respectful..
    He knows that I am depressed but doesn't know the cause..
    He sends me funny videos hoping it will make me laugh but I cannot smile
    He sends my his academic performance hoping I will study or inspire to study but I can do nothing..
    I hope I can tell him that he cannot fix me I need to get fixed myself..

    So things emotional have been going good with me and right now I have to focus in getting my chemicals back on track
    Which I can hopefully
     
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  12. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Never fight the fight you can't win. Sometimes you need to retreat to where you can defend. You saw what I did? I didn't fight back, but washed my hands and read. I don't believe there's a bad addict, but a bad "cyclist." Figure out your patterns and get to the right track!
    :emoji_mountain_bicyclist:
     
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  13. Casper400

    Casper400 Fapstronaut

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    Day 3 check-in.
    I’ll be back to visit this thread tomorrow and give another post!

    Over and out!
     
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  14. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Checking
    I've been struggling checking since I was short on time, and also servers was slow.
    A bad combination.
    I am doing really good.
    I had my party. I controlled alcohol.
    Now I am going back to the complete hell mode :)
     
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  15. bornagaingirl

    bornagaingirl Fapstronaut

    Day 78 (I think)

    My one job was finished yesterday, now busy finishing another one. Zero exercise this week. :( Urges are quite strong but still no relapse.
     
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  16. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    Not so different.
     
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  17. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Checking for day 31.
    Hell mode is back again.
    9 minutes of phone today.
    Heard some extra lectures.
    2020 has been great for me until now.
    2021 will be better.
     
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  18. im’possible

    im’possible Fapstronaut

    5298 Reporting,
    :emoji_runner::emoji_juggling:
    Fapstronautics. Different types of relapses; emotional, spouse, triggered...The truth behind the scene. Over 100 days relapsed case.
    Philosophy tested. Very good score.
    Bz related stuffs read.
    Very nice :emoji_stew: again.
    Altho having a sleeping problem. I need to add walking time. Just running is not helping.
    Make tomorrow great again.
     
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  19. bornagaingirl

    bornagaingirl Fapstronaut

    Reporting day 80.

    New work assignment. Also two more potential clients. This freelance thing is getting out of control... I just wanted a bit of money until I find a real job lol. But more work = less boredom that may lead to MO.

    Also acquiring new cooking skills by making things from scratch. I love making stuff myself. So satisfying. My method of selfcare.
     
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  20. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    Reporting day 32.
    Hell mode is back.
    Trained, studied, worked.
    10 minutes of phone.
     
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