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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.
Not giving up.
One year done.
Now working on year 2 I guess
Great my friend. Be proud of what you accomplished.
Checking for day 16
Today I complete 1 week only my second time in the past three years.
I have become a Sergeant finally.
I have become a slave again
Last days of efforts for academics.
Time to rise again
Checking for 20
-3 to holiday.
Back from deployment, yet not at home. Fighting a nasty cold.
Side effect: temptation is non-existent.
I was on day 6 and I accidently happened to fap ,though I did not watch porn.
So I am now in day 1 again.
So here is what I am going to do different this time , I won't sit alone in a closed room.
Back after bad relapses
Need to act
Come back with crazy training
I am a corporal. The guilt from relapse is so strong. Hoping not to fall back to that again
Starting again just before going to holyday.
Will use them to fuel myself.
Day 2 / 365
Prayed all 5 prayers on time
Went for a long walk
Cooked healthy and tasty meals
Talked to my new female friend who I quite vibe with (I am lowkey still being anxious whether she will stab me in back like others but doesn't seem to)
Did some breathing exercises
Checked in with what therapist told to do
- thoughts about my crush, my bad past even though it lacked the emotional intensity but I don't want to think about him from tomorrow
Reason ; some old painful memories were triggered
Come back to check consistenly.
_Went for a walk .
_Bought some cool stuff for family.
_ prayed all prayers on time .
_got a sore throat .
401 days! Crazy!
Corporal here (Day 3)