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Then it's 1 relapse

 

I relapsed 3 times since my last post.

 

Hmm , after my longest streak , I am unable to just get going . Can anybody help?

 

Tnk you for the books.

 

Lots of bad things happened and I allowed myself to sink into the abyss , anyways I think I should take it from here . I relapsed like 14 times in the past 4 days. don't know what happened but I didn't leave my house often chose to lie in my bed . I lost track of all my habits I have been following like exercise meditation and studying . I haven't taken a bath in the past 4 days ( I am serious , I can't believe it, I used to take 2 showers a day ). I kind of lost track of time , like I was in a infinite time loop , I didn't know the time fly by . Before this setback I used to get up at 4:30 and go to sleep at 10:30 pm , but now I get up like around 8 and go to sleep around 2 . I didn't even have my food at the right time , in the last 4 days I have skipped my breakfast twice. I think I am starting to develop some infections down there and it hurts even then I put it through pain.


Ohhhh GOD ITS A LOOP WHICH GETS STRONGER EVERY MOMENT IF I DON'T TAKE ACTION. If I don't take action I will die like a loser , I want to make a comeback and am willing to give up everything for it. I mean bro I don't even know if I brushed my teeth in the morning, kind of I have lost all awareness. I must change and I will change ,so that I will be able to achieve the best out of my capabilities.



NOTHING IS OVER , ITS JUST THE BEGINNING AND I AM BACK .


MYTH

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Tnks bro.

 

Congratulations bro!!!!

 

Kindly update the list
Kishi has relapsed 4 times
Camillo has deleted his account

 

I fell into a trap of video games and anime created a few days ago, I didn't realize that my internet-related addictions were all related, if one of them was triggered, all would be in turn triggered, leading me to a full-blown relapse like effect of Domino.

Sorry for not announcing you.

I haven't finished the H@ckbook yet, I think it was maybe a reason I relapsed at the first place.

I won't watch Anime or play video games again, I'll treat them like PMO addiction.