First of all I must say that I'm not an english speaker so forgive me for any mistake. Well, I'll be direct. Does exist any connection between lack of emotions (I mean, really fucked up) with PMO? I'm asking this because there's been a while (few years maybe, I don't remember exactly) that I don't feel like I was supposed to feel. I don't enjoy nothing, I've no ambitions or motivation to do things. I feel like a scarecrow. I don't think this is like a depression symptom, 'cause I don't feel sad too. Dunno what to do anymore. I promise to myself that if i cannot improve in the next months (using nofap, exercising, eating healthy and even cold showers) I'm going to kill myself, because I'll not accept to live the rest of my life like a doll.