NoFap Posting Holds me Accountable

Quitting porn was a bit difficult, had some mild relapses here and there, but I notice my addictive behavior tricking me to get into other bad habits. Definitely, not as bad as P, but destructive too.

After giving up porn, I started to communicate with a few women, because I felt my wife was holding out on me sexually in many aspects of our sexuality. However, these flirtatious communications turned into my realistic events. My guilt started to kill me and had dreams at night of getting caught.

Then I had a little P relapse for about 3 days, so I became very active here and now I have noticed a huge difference in my behavior. I have stopped all communications and haven't checked into any of my chat apps or email addresses.

Really hope I can maintain this healthy new beginning.