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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Primaris, Aug 26, 2020.
We are not out of it yet September Soldiers! Let us stay strong!
Checking in. Still clean.
TEAM TWO -
I am sorry brothers. The struggles of my current situation got the best of me. I hate that my actions impacted you all. I hope some of you make it to the end.
Thank you, The hardest part of having this addiction for so long is that it has progressed into unwanted sexual behaviour and as a result a lot of damage has been done in my life which is very hard to live with and accept.
I am no stranger to addiction either, I stopped drinking and taking drugs over 20 years ago but I couldn't do it on my own, I had a lot of help (AA and NA). I tried to get help for this addiction too but this approach has had the best result for me so far.
When things get back to normal, I plan to return to SAA and suppliment that program with the help and shared experience I find in this community.
I almost relapsed just then, I had so many urges.
Stay strong guys
Knights of Hope
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Check in, I hope you all are doing well
It's ok buddy, start again, and learn from that mistake so it does not happen again
Checking in on day 49
Day 16 of this mission.
Come on Go Getters for the win!!
Something I did last night before going to bed was to take my smart phone, my laptop, go out to the community garage and lock them inside my car. I haven't slept as serenely for days. I got the idea from the post that @AxBlaim linked here in the challenge (https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/my-1-tip-change-your-environment.288435/). Change your environment or access to your electronic devices. Will continue doing that moving forward.
Some people are not checking in nor commenting during this challenge.Don't we have rules about this?
We do. I will commit a purge one of these days to root out the ones who have relapsed and not reported it or are just not active enough. I think the numbers are a bit inflated right now.
should be done
We have to catch up . Knights of hope are taking over . We will have to win at any cost!
NO MORE RELAPSES.
Hey guys,I wasnt active on nofap for a few days,but now checking in after I relapsed 2 days ago..going strong again no more relapses this month!
Rough day yesterday. Watching a car show and they had some triggering content some African women who were topless. Not sexualized just skin. But still. Then was reading a blog and the guy referenced this sex doll show that's coming out on some network and posted a link to the trailer. I clicked on the trailer and watched it. There was then a link to the NSFW trailer. I wanted to click it, but I didn't. So while there were some losses today there were also wins. Overall a hard day but a good one.
I was soooo close to full on relapsing, I edged. I have deleted YouTube, got rid of my YouTube premium and blocked YouTube from all of my devices as this platform has been a trigger for me recently and it needs to go. I'm still standing barely.
Let's keep going knights of hope, we are doing so well, I'm so proud to be part of the Knights of hope, this challenge means alot I would have realpsed by now if it wasn't for this war.
That takes strength man. Good job.