NoFap update 87 days

Hello all. I hav not relapsed even once in past 87 days.Overall in the last 160 days i hav masturbated only once. I have noticed the following effects on my body since i started NoFap
1) My penis has changed its appearance it is more longer when it gets erected than wider.
2) On some days my libido is quite good and i get erections easily to about 60 to 65 percent. on other days my libido stays very low.
3) in this past 3 months i have been on hard mode no sexual images no fantasizing , no any touching of penis.
4) In this past 87 days i have never felt too high a libido. It is usually little high for some days then goes down totally.
5) Also at some point during this period i have never felt anything on kissing mywife or cuddling her. Things which erected my penis about 3 to 4 years back when my porn addictions were less.
6) But lately in last week or so i can see i am getting 70 to 75 percent erections byforeplay which is a big change compared to 0 erections 3 months back with same things. My libido has gradually increased too in last 1 week. I definitely can see lots of changes in nofap.

But i hav noticed one interesting thing. I dont notice my high libido unless i start kissing or cuddling. Then suddenly out of nowhere i get erections and i feel the craving to do sex. But after a while it seems like my libido goes down again. And after a while when i start kissing then again my erections are good and after i finish kissing the libido goes down again. Is this normal? I am waiting for the day when my libido will be high even without sexual contact with a girl.

Also now that i am seeing good erections but those erections only happen during some times. Like if i get close to my wife 5 times in a day then only 2 or 3 times i get good erections and feel good. The rest of the times my libido is low. Have u guys felt something similar?
Also my morning erections are not back consistently. Would these b back 100 % once we are healed?

Should i take ed pills and do sex at this time? Wil taking ed pills upset my progess so far in last 87 days? Thanks guys.

 

Hello all. I hav not relapsed even once in past 87 days.Overall in the last 160 days i hav masturbated only once. I have noticed the following effects on my body since i started NoFap
1) My penis has changed its appearance it is more longer when it gets erected than wider.
2) On some days my libido is quite good and i get erections easily to about 60 to 65 percent. on other days my libido stays very low.
3) in this past 3 months i have been on hard mode no sexual images no fantasizing , no any touching of penis.
4) In this past 87 days i have never felt too high a libido. It is usually little high for some days then goes down totally.
5) Also at some point during this period i have never felt anything on kissing mywife or cuddling her. Things which erected my penis about 3 to 4 years back when my porn addictions were less.
6) But lately in last week or so i can see i am getting 70 to 75 percent erections byforeplay which is a big changecompared to 0 erections 3 months back with same things. My libido has gradually increased too in last 1 week. I definitely can see lots of changes in nofap.

But i hav noticed one interesting thing. I dont notice my high libido unless i start kissing or cuddling. Then suddenly out of nowhere i get erections and i feel the craving to do sex. But after a while it seems like my libido goes down again. And after a while when i start kissing then again my erections are good and after i finish kissing the libido goes down again. Is this normal? I am waiting for the day when my libido will be high even without sexual contact with a girl.

Also now that i am seeing good erections but those erections only happen during some times. Like if i get close to my wife 5 times in a day then only 2 or 3 times i get good erections and feel good. The rest of the times my libido is low. Have u guys felt something similar?
Also my morning erections are not back consistently. Would these b back 100 % once we are healed?

Should i take ed pills and do sex at this time? Wil taking ed pills upset my progess so far in last 87 days? Thanks guys.

 

This is really tough for us men to go through. Having less urges really sucks. Right from childhood i have been filled with lust but in last 90 days or so i have become asexual. Feels like will never b able to do sex again. Sometimes i have foreplay and my erections happen 1 or 2 minutes after i finish foreplay. It seems brain signalling of dopamine has slowed down. Its really the scariest thing in life to go through. Just need to b as tough as we can