It happened today that I have a wet dream, and I think it was sperm in the urethra, and it was since I woke up a feeling of burning and pain in the penis, and it was no way, so I forced an orgasm to see if the rest came out, and it stopped hurting , I just don't know if i should consider this as a relapse?
Fell off the wagon last night my brothers. Only have myself to blame. I followed the process in putting my phone away in the letterbox but couldn't find the strength to not go out of the house and retrieve it. It's like my brain almost feels 'entitled' to PMO after any period of abstention and I just have to be stronger, plan better and visualise better. And I will. The battle is lost but the war is not...starting over.
Day 36 sporadic check-in, requesting captain status. NoFap progress is good but mood is at 50% with lots going on. Keep up the good work everyone else, and remember that tripping doesn't mean you need to fall.
Holy molly, it's been 2 weeks! --- It's okay, my friend. That's a part of the journey. At least we still strive to achieve the pmo-free life, that's amazing already.
Quick check in. All quiet on my front again. But the weapons are at the ready in case the enemy does try to approach again.