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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.
I'm nu to nofap n I'm a man
Yes, of course
Yesterday D54 Hm. Woke up early, upbeat, studied Called from God for my next class, I went to my "boring like dead" class, then Churc (thanks God for your loyalty) and then gym (I missed it... no temptation there, thank God)
Today D55 Hm. I worked in the morning, talked to another colleague for a common issue. Things are better there After work, in home, I was studing the Bible (I sound like a fanatic.. lol.. I don't care, I'm proud of my faith). Now I'm visiting my parents, as the older boy that I am.
2 days done
Hey man, I'm sorry. I'm withdrawing from the army due to an overload of challenges I'm participating in. I think I need to stop relying solely on NoFap and just live life the best I possibly can. Thank you, though! It definitely helped.
Day 4, i'm a corporal!
Good day, network not stable. Hope it fixes soon. Read another sexual abused case. A father abused daughter. During the examine seemed he had a porn issue, but no one thought that's a big deal. Never thought a lawyer can be accused for misconduct in the case. So incourt, everything can be spelled out.
Happy to be able to fight against PMO.
Doing well, always looking for more.
Umm i lost.
Well, it's been a few weeks since I logged in, due to all sorts of stuff going on at home, which thankfully have been resolved. Relapse day before yesterday but back on the horse now, day 2. Was off work and spent all day with the wife and that was good as we reconnected a bit. Need to value what I have in life and not be chasing the PMO dragon! Happy Christmas, fellow fapstronauts!
Great line that.."the path is dangerous but the peak is marvellous". I'll keep that one in mind
@MASTER MONK Hello sir, I’m back. Can you add me to the list. I’m ready to participate in hell mode.
Day 1 Hell mode.
I had the worst sleep due to PM, and almost started the day with junk food and continuing a day of misery. I chose to stand up log back on to NoFap, and be on top again. Being in the right mental state, is what we NEED before indulging in any of lifes conquests or luxurious. Without your mind you have nothing.
Relapsed. But i'll be better this time, discipline was my error, i have a short discipline. I'm deleted my past journal, deleted my past name that remember my relapse and sad time on this forum, i changed, but the results not changed, it's time to really be productive, really be a good person, a good man, clean, pure and disciplined.
I also made the mistake of disconnecting from my inspirations and mentors, never making that mistake again. Day 0.
Good day, sad to know the news of the three sailors killed in the naval air station, a naval term the airport.
From the media, the gunman's motive was because the instructor in the military school made fun of him. And he has a Muslim background.
While the media was so focused on whether to still let the ousiders to come to the states train with the us forces or not, no report of whether the hazing was the problem and needed to be further investigated.
One of the famous case during the basic training was a high school boy who enlisted and suicide after few weeks, not because of the harsh training, but trash instructors. The victim was a Muslim.
It makes me wondering who is really the victim? Seems the us military does have Muslim chaplain to served those in need, appears that they do value the teaching.
Those airmans on the sea were brave though. But who knows what's next. If no one cares about the other side problem, this continues.
1.5 Hell mode
Today was a good day, just stayed out a little later than i wanted too but i took a bad day and put it into a upswing. I’m going to sleep 6 hours and stay into routine tomorrow. Solider out!!
Hell mode going good so far alhamdulillah. Pushing myself, i have a presentation tomorrow. InshaAllah I do well, i rehearsed a lot for it.
Day 1, daily check-in.
I'm just doing checking in every challenge that I am but on this I will say something: I'm fine, I studied a lot today, read a history book and read a lot about culture.
I will live all my days like the last. I'll study Duolingo now, I want to be polyglot in the future, I'm sure it will help me in my professional life.
Anyway, I'm feeling lonely, I never had good social abilities so I just have friends of my gender and never have courage to talk with girls face to face.
For me this is an error. Why I need to be so shy and talk things that I want just with my smartphone? I hope I can beat this fear with my discipline and courage soon enough.
Good day, attend a hearing. This was a minor sexual assault case. As the col says most charges in the military are this one so it was a surprise for me.
Long story short, there's a man who was about to sex with the minor, ended by caught up and sentenced to jail in few years. He didn't actually done that but showed intention of doing it. And as always he also had child porn on his device.
As a result, his 10 years of service ended. Doesn't matter his achievements. Worse yet he got go to the jail and registered as a sex offender. So that wherever he applies for jobs, his employer would know.
Unfortunately the law does separate the difference between child porn and porn. If child porn is not tolerated, why porn is? If children cannot tell the difference, so to the adults.
Well I know it's everyone choice to watch it or not, but it's certainly a loophole that needed to be fixed.
How's the fever lieutenant? Taking a sick call?
55 days, almost 2 month ! It's been too long since I post here but I can see that some people are very involved here which is great. I should come on nofap even if I do not feel the need to (meaning I have P thoughts...). So for now I'm doing fine, hope I can last one month more !