So to put it short, I made another thread earlier because.. I “intentionally” watched p in my dream. it was a lucid dream, I was sort of aware it was a dream, and could control it. Is what it means I knew I had to stay away from p, but I wasn’t exactly remembering why I had to in the dream. But I knew I could control the dream and I said f it. I know that this wouldn’t of happened if I was awake. now, even though - I did not touch myself or look at p ONCE in real life. - i feel that I messed up my streak. I fear that I ruined my streak and I really don’t want to relapse to make it right and start over. I just can’t afford this. my health is at stake. My life is at stake. I don’t have time to mess around like this. That’s why I just know if I was fully awake I wouldn’t of thought about watching p or anything. it was a dream, but I was lucid.