Not sure if I can handle this anymore

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ravefist, Dec 14, 2019.

  1. Ravefist

    Ravefist Fapstronaut

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    Good God, relapsed 3 times today. I can't go more than 5 days without relapsing. My mind had been broken, and I feel so terrible, like I've lost everything, my life force, essence. Everything has gone wrong due to this addiction, and I just want things to be the way they were a few months back. This is the worst thing known to man, I'm suffering so much. Don't get involved in wasting your semen, you will regret it for the remainder of your life.
     
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  2. getbetter73

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    I hear ya. I've been battling this addiction somewhere around 14 years. It's caused me to basically never even have a girlfriend, and I'm 28 years old. I guess in a way, if nothing else, having these forums is a nice reminder that we're not alone in this battle. There's a lot of people battling this addiction and its ensuing symptoms. That's why there's so many commercials now on these porn sites for ED meds.

    I think the only thing we really can do is to keep battling -- keep looking for new ways to attack this addiction and maybe try things that we haven't before. It's really hard of course, but at least if you aren't giving up then there's still a chance.
     
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  3. Ravefist

    Ravefist Fapstronaut

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    How did your addiction prevent you from having a relationship, if I may ask?
     
  4. getbetter73

    getbetter73 Fapstronaut

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    My addiction wasn't the only thing I think that prevented it, but looking back I think it was an important factor. I think it exacerbated mental health issues I already dealt with, and I think it may have caused physical health issues that I deal with today. This is of course only speculation. But even so, at least in my case, I think constantly ejaculating removed that extra willpower to go out and pursue a relationship. I know that everyone has had a different experience. This is just mine.
     
  5. Ravefist

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    Tanks for sharing. Just out of curiosity, has fapping affected your hair health? I find that the more I fap, the more hair I lose!
     

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