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Not sure if i watched porn?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 7thManDown, Jan 12, 2014.

  1. Ok, so I was watching TV last night and started going through the guide. I got to the end of the listing and noticed that the cable company added a few more channels like HBO and such. I thought for sure it was all PPV, but then I clicked on HBO and it was free. So I was like "Sweet!, what else is new now?" And then I saw "Co-ed Confidential 4play." And yes, instinctually I figured it was porn, but I was still thinking, "well I would still have to pay for it if I wanted to watch it right?" So I clicked on it. And it was a bunch of college frat guys talking about what ever, and I was like "oh, ok it's just like a sitcom or something." Nothing bad. But then it went to another episode and it started with a guy and a girl going into someone's room. The chick took her shirt off, and i thought, ok, and then the camera did a whole frontal nude shot and then i changed the channel instantly. So kind of in shock i thought, so it's free now? So just to be sure, i hit the last button and they were doing it on the floor, and i literally changed the channel in 1 second.

    Now, i know it seems like i should have known but i just couldn't believe that the cable company started showing all these channels for free, along with pornos.

    I also want to note that i did not masturbate or edge at all.

    So i didn't tune to it for the intent of watching porn and relapsing, but i want to be honest and reset my counter if i did actually "watch" porn.

    So i leave the answer up to you guys, if i did watch porn, well then i did.

    Thanks
     
  2. monke

    monke Fapstronaut

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    No you haven't intentionally watched it so there is no need to restart your counter ;)

    But don't do it again because you won't have will to stop it
     
  3. You_Can_Do_lt

    You_Can_Do_lt Fapstronaut

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    You're playing with fire, friend. And playtime should be over. Flirting with your urges only makes the urges bolder and your self-control weaker. You should not even be clicking on those channels! Dont be a fool!

    When I first tried to quit PMO (without the help of this forum), there were times that I would scroll through the PPV channels and just read the descriptions and hope to see one of my favorite pornstars names on the credits. This would get me hard, then I'd eventually break down and start searching google for those names. It always leads back to that pit that you dont want to be stuck in.

    Good luck.
     
  4. Thanks for the response guys. I'm glad to hear I don't have to reset. I figured I didn't have to, but I didn't want to assume just because it is kind of iffy.

    But I totally agree with ya You_Can_Do_It, the next day was almost torture cuz I did want to relapse later at night, but I was able to hold off and distract myself. So, even though I didn't relapse, I know I was close to it. So I will for sure be leaving those channels alone.

    Besides, I kind of think it's just a promotional deal, so hopefully they will be gone in a month or so.

    Thanks for the response again guys!
     
  5. Kelz

    Kelz Fapstronaut

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    Saw HBO, I thought you were gonna say you watched an episode of Game of Thrones. I mean... The question would be legit
     
  6. You_Can_Do_lt

    You_Can_Do_lt Fapstronaut

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    And congrats on your 50 days!!
     

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