Not sure.

I'm not sure where to post this. But most of what I'm talking about is problematic. I have been addicted and this past week I've been forced to go on a leave from work which opened me up to more "free time". I admit I've been watching pointless pixels to make myself more enjoyed. I'm having a real hard time enjoying my life.

My problem is that I have a nephew and He is 1 years old. He seems overly opened to the rest of my family. But when it has come to me lately he runs and goes to my mother or sister the mom. I'm not sure if my addiction is playing a factor in his shyness towards me lately. I've noticed it and it just bugs me a little bit. Today so far I've been clean and stirring away from porn. Because of this I'm trying hard today and seeing if there's a difference.

If there's anyone on here that has kids and would like to give some advice I would greatly appreciate it. I tell my mom about and she says he's just going threw a faze. But I just sense something else..