Porn Addict. I get why you're in here reading/commenting on this. It became clearer with the whole academia slant. Best educators are those who don't stop educating themselves. @novibe , girl I fake that omg you're the best sex little ol 12 time virgin me has ever had face with accompanying vocals with every partner at one time or another. I never thought of why I felt I needed to, maybe as a reassurance quick and to the point was always ok by me. It wasn't until I was with my PA that I stopped my act mid scene and just blurted out "this really just sucks". Mostly bc he was going into his marathon mode again . Sometimes it really does frustrate me why I'm here today.....I am the bluntest person I know bc I just prefer to cut to the chase, but yet doing all the things that I thought would help me avoid all this still landed me here. I feel like your divide is growing fast and I slant to towards couples therapy. It seems like your guy wants to be with you it just seems like for whatever reason whether it be porn, lack of relationship experience, both or whatever it's just not clicking for you. Try an unbiased person to stick their nose between you and see what happens. If he didn't seem to want to be with you at all I wouldn't suggest it but from what I read from him he seems really bad at communicating his true thoughts to you without triggering you. You definitely can't have that happen when you're still shattered trying to pick up the pieces of your sanity whether intentionally or not.