Now, I know how dangerous is porn

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Veronico, Sep 13, 2017.

  1. Veronico

    Veronico Fapstronaut

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    After 8 months of NoFap I tried to see if I can watch porn without erecting one time, I challenged myself again. I did not want to be okay with the fact that I would get hard from just watching a video. My pride did not accept that, so I tried to fully control my penis while watching those videos. The results?

    I ended up relapsing. My penis couldn't stop from erecting itself without my consent. I realise that the male sex is just attracted to female butts and bodies. It is something stored since we are born. It's due to evolution. We don't have a objective reason as to why we are attracted to female butts, it's just how it is. Even if you tell yourself what's the big deal, a butt has 2 giant muscles called gluteus maximum that are needed to sit and a hole in the middle to be able to shit. Your penis doesn't care about that, it'll just erects itself at a sexy butt in a sexual scene.

    So, yeah I ended up relapsing. I had a huge stored sexual energy in me after 8 months of NoFap and yeah, I watched porn for like the whole day and the next day too. It is because I haven't watched videos in 8 months. I started watching one and then another and again another.

    But, I soon regained control of myself, I was literally going out of control. I then realised that my brain did not have fog or I didn't feel anxiety in me, I was relaxed. Like that porn watching did not change me. I remained the same I was in NoFap. I then starting having some sexual scenes in my mind that would make me want to watch porn again but I still managed to control that.

    So, yeah, porn is really dangerous. You will not end if you start again. You need self-control, otherwise you will remain blocked in a dark cycle again.
     
  2. the exact same thing happened to me, been trying to stop 2years again.
     
  3. Eviledging

    Eviledging Fapstronaut

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    The young female butt and hips is an evolutionary trait that shows fertility literally designed to activate the male sex drive
     
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  4. Veronico

    Veronico Fapstronaut

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    Yep.
     
  5. Chris Darga

    Chris Darga Fapstronaut

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    Feels bad, man. I can see from your current number, though, that you've rebounded very nicely. Awesome recovery!
     
  6. seaguy44

    seaguy44 Moderator Assistant

    Yep! I agree.
     
  7. noonoon

    noonoon Fapstronaut

    If only it was that easy. Similar thing happened to me. One minor relapse and I thought i could simply ease on back into that mind set i had been working so hard on. Nope. 168 days relapse and then 20 days relapse and then 5 days relapse and now i'm back to my old addicted self.
     

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