Hello everybody. I hope you all doing well.
I am a 22 year-old male. I don't have a girlfriend.
I am afraid.
I am suffering from OCD, which greatly influences my daily life. I feel a lot of stress every day and almost every hour.
I also have some social anxiety. It's hard for me to look at people in the eyes. That also takes a lot of emotional effort in my daily life and causing a decent amount of stress.
So sometimes, to release that stress, I am turning to watching porn. Mostly gay-porn, even though I am not gay. I enjoy seeing other young men loving each other and "having a good time".
But, I don't want to keep going like this. It feels wrong and fake. It's not real love, and I'm sure it's messing up my real relationships with others.
Please, I'll be happy to hear your advice, if you have any.
Thank you
I am a 22 year-old male. I don't have a girlfriend.
I am afraid.
I am suffering from OCD, which greatly influences my daily life. I feel a lot of stress every day and almost every hour.
I also have some social anxiety. It's hard for me to look at people in the eyes. That also takes a lot of emotional effort in my daily life and causing a decent amount of stress.
So sometimes, to release that stress, I am turning to watching porn. Mostly gay-porn, even though I am not gay. I enjoy seeing other young men loving each other and "having a good time".
But, I don't want to keep going like this. It feels wrong and fake. It's not real love, and I'm sure it's messing up my real relationships with others.
Please, I'll be happy to hear your advice, if you have any.
Thank you
