Today i fapped 3 times. I just downoaded turbo vpn and fapped by seeing pornhub. Feeling very bad. I was ynable to control myself. Feeling guilty. My school have ended. In my school life did only the work of fapping nothing more. Lived alone, depressed in school. But 15 days before my school life ended and i made a decision i will never fap and i will enjoy my college life. But its going wrong. I am now unable to leave my addiction. Today i understood that if as much i live away from mobile it is better for me.Relapsed today shit. I want to die. Really i am feeling like my life is waste..Pls someone help me.