Okay. So I recently reconnected with an old fling of mine. We got to talking and one thing led to another and erotic texts started to be exchanged. I know some of you are fine with sex during your reboot, but because of personal reasons I’m trying to abstain from all sexual pleasure until marriage. I lost self control and I participated in dirty talk. However I did not relapse. It is making it very very very very very difficult to not masturbate. I explained my reboot to her and she understood but this is the most difficult day I have had, ever.