(OLD) INTRO. I

FiguresOfLight

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OLD INTRO:

I was only 9 years old when my addiction first began. I am 19 years old now.

Meaning, that I have been addicted to watching pornography for the majority of my life.

10 years total.

My goal for this year is to begin my 20th clean and sober. I do not want to carry this weight with me into the next decade, or the rest of my life, for that matter. This addiction has been weighing down on me for as long as I can remember, and my tastes have even evolved from being average, vanilla content, to extremely problematic and taboo.

I don't want to carry this weight any longer.

I won't go into too much detail since this is merely an introduction, but I will say this;

As of today, I declare myself an ex-user.

Thank you for reading,
Light
 
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Hello FiguresOfLight,

i just stumbled over your post. You started about the same tine I did.

How is your fight going?
There is no fight without struggle. I’ve been experiencing a lot of inner resistance and self sabotage since making this post. Especially these past 9 months. But, I’m beginning the return back to my healthier habits. I am hoping to accomplish more and I am challenging myself to do better. One thing is clear; Saying you want something is easy. The hard part is alignment. Your actions need to align with your goals in order for them to be achieved. Since writing that, I haven’t been acting in alignment with my goals. But I will start making that meaningful change now.
 
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