On day 94 today.

J

james666

New Fapstronaut
Well iam nearly 40 . Been at it since 13.them day didn't have internet. It was your imagination on page 3. Dvds at 18 internet at 20 wanted to stop for 15 years. Been in same relationship 20 years. I'll get hard when u stop then get easier thinking back now I like looking at a different person having spend half a hour in bathroom three to four times a week wanking to internet porn nothing perverted milf porn age I like . I don't think I could be that person again. Prob llot due to stress and no sex life got two kids one a teenager that spend all night awake weekend. So doesn't happen hant had sex for nearly two n half year prob cos the porn issue only thing got me going. Did have it two months a go. Well lasted about 5 minutes and I was done. No control but reminded me why so much better than fabbing. Positives. Stress gone. Lot more carmer sleeping better constrating better when weight training. Iam I bit horney yeah I won't lie. But iam I at the point of letting myself down for 10 second of relieve no. What got ask you're self when I think about doing it again . At worse I lf going losing it use you're imagation don't go back to watching porn social media prik teasers or good images. As that will cause the addiction won't able focus properly start associating sexual pleasure with Google images of woman. I personally quit the porn in past for few weeks. Then go fabbing to busty millfs on Google. Complete loss. I mediate when get up for work 5 minutes day. Try get myself in a positive mood for the day. Anybody struggling just ask me . It not easy kick a 23 year porn rabbit. I tryed lost most I've lasted before 3 weeks. Maybe I'll fall off the bandwagon but I hope not .
 
james666 said:
Well iam nearly 40 . Been at it since 13.them day didn't have internet. It was your imagination on page 3. Dvds at 18 internet at 20 wanted to stop for 15 years. Been in same relationship 20 years. I'll get hard when u stop then get easier thinking back now I like looking at a different person having spend half a hour in bathroom three to four times a week wanking to internet porn nothing perverted milf porn age I like . I don't think I could be that person again. Prob llot due to stress and no sex life got two kids one a teenager that spend all night awake weekend. So doesn't happen hant had sex for nearly two n half year prob cos the porn issue only thing got me going. Did have it two months a go. Well lasted about 5 minutes and I was done. No control but reminded me why so much better than fabbing. Positives. Stress gone. Lot more carmer sleeping better constrating better when weight training. Iam I bit horney yeah I won't lie. But iam I at the point of letting myself down for 10 second of relieve no. What got ask you're self when I think about doing it again . At worse I lf going losing it use you're imagation don't go back to watching porn social media prik teasers or good images. As that will cause the addiction won't able focus properly start associating sexual pleasure with Google images of woman. I personally quit the porn in past for few weeks. Then go fabbing to busty millfs on Google. Complete loss. I mediate when get up for work 5 minutes day. Try get myself in a positive mood for the day. Anybody struggling just ask me . It not easy kick a 23 year porn rabbit. I tryed lost most I've lasted before 3 weeks. Maybe I'll fall off the bandwagon but I hope not .
Click to expand...
This inspires me even further to stop my addiction at 19 years old thank you sir
 
Managing stress in a way that doesn't increase it can be a challenge in itself
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top