Over the last 12 years, I've come to terms with the fact that any woman I express interest in, no matter who it is, will reject me. In fact, rejection is certain even before I've had the opportunity to evaluate whomever I could be potentially interested in if at all. This has been my reality. My question is if I'm never going to have any form of sexual contact, much less any physical contact for the remainder of my existence, then why even continue NoFap? I mean I am aware that porn is nothing but bunch of pixels, but at 32, the imagination is all I have left and I still have sex drive. Furthermore, I've lost interest and the desire to be social and more "outgoing". The very idea itself is a turn off to me now. I'm pretty much at a crossroads were it seems that both paths lead to the same place.