Last night when i had to study for my exam, i was searching in porn sites, instead. I was watching some humiliating category. When i was done, i felt despised. I think that it is my dark side of personality. It's my shadow, in terms of jungian psychology. Carl Jung stated that confession has a psychotherapeutic effect that make the person confront to his/her shadow. I don't want to continue talking about the jungian psychology here, but the point is that i decided to confess my embarrasement here, Maybe my suffering relieve. After all i want to record my progress on rebooting period "90 days without porn and masturbation" here. Maybe the one God help us.