One month without PORN, I miss it!!!

Yeah fighting PA without any real sex life is hard. I know that first hand. But I don't understand why people in a sexual relationship struggle and relapse in spite of having reel sexual relationship........

Sadly, the human mind gets bored fast. After a while you start taking that sex for granted and might even start fapping in secret. I experienced this myself. Now that I think back on it I can't believe I actually ghosted my girlfriend to fap to fetish porn.
Later, when shit hit the fan and we broke up (after 3 years) and my heart got broken I couldn't believe how I flat out rejected her, like I was coming out of a drug-induced coma. Again, I think porn played a big role in this, but I'm not blaming anyone but myself.

If you're in a position with a loving partner, don't ever take them for granted, just some advice.
 
I reached a point last year where I almost stopped craving porn. I relapsed after 90+ days and the desire to watch porn came back. I binged hard four days later. I missed porn for the first month or so of my current streak. Just give yourself some time and you'll no longer crave that filth. You don't actually want to watch porn anyway. It only makes you feel worse in the long run.
 
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