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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by BasketCase, Oct 9, 2018.

  1. BasketCase

    BasketCase Fapstronaut


    So I'm 16 years old. Looking around the website, it seems I am one of the younger users, but I would like to asked not to be judged by this. I'm not a naive, oblivious teen that feels guilty for masturbating when it isn't a problem. I have come to the conclusion that I do have a problem.

    Sorry for the brusque opening!

    Masturbation and porn have slowly become a detrimental part of my life. I think I've been wanking since I was 11, and after talking to my friends I found that I was probably one of the first among us. It never became an issue until I entered a relationship just over a year ago. Since becoming sexually active (exc. "PIV") my sex drive has driven tremendously, and I now masturbate to porn 2-3 times a day. It's compulsive. I've done it at school several times. I did it in a bush on the way home three days ago. This is when I admitted to myself thatI have a problem.
    I've joined this site in hope and need for some kind of understanding. Perhaps there are some that have been where I am and can make me feel less alone, and less wrong. What I mean is, I'm not a bad person. I'm not a disgusting person. But three days ago, I found a bush and masturbated to porn in it while others could have easily seen if they were looking closely. My girlfriend and I sext, though rarely, and when we do I will masturbate compulsively and almost constantly throughout the next few days. We share photos, but I still end up resorting to porn. This isn't something we talk about much. In fact, the simple idea of porn really makes her uncomfortable. I am in no way blaming her for any of this. I have a problem and I am looking for help, and for now, independently.

    Pleasure to meet you all! I doubt many will read this, but I do hope that I can find my place in this community. I suppose I will start my "reboot" tonight? I would really appreciate any guidance through this. I don't know what I'm supposed to do here.

    Thank you for reading! I have never shared so much information before.

  2. Welcome to the community.
    Well done for recognizing a problem and coming here sooner rather than later. You can beat this thing and the earlier you start the better.
    By the way, great work in not blaming your gf for being part of sending things back and forth to each other. We have to accept responsibility for what we do and she probably doesn't realize the depth of your problem yet
    Keep reading and learning, there is a lot of experience here and people willing to help. Start making your plan.
    You can do this
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  3. BasketCase

    BasketCase Fapstronaut

    Thanks mate, it really does mean a lot to hear stuff like this. I feel that this community has an overall sense of...well, community!

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