Opposite of flatline?

I've been really hurting the last couple days and I needed somewhere to turn to. I'm glad I joined this site or else if have no one. Anyway.

Has anyone experienced the opposite of a flatline? Recently I went 28 days, 35 days and now I'm going strong on day 28 again.

I get a little down and flatline the first week. But now I'm in a stage of Uber arousal. Going to the store is tough. Waking up with a boner is tough. Showers and if I'm not careful where the water aims is tough. Basically I'm hurting. It's almost a blue balls feeling. Like a lot of tightness and going to the bathroom is weird. Also I just started to get a little bit of headaches. Last night and today my head has been hurting.

Any advice? I don't have an urge to watch porn. Which is great. But having not having an orgasm is like killing me right now.

 

Yeah the no M is playing tricks on me. Like it's not healthy to hold this in.

No girls in my life currently. So I'm just roughing through it.