Orgasm is a metaphysical need to feel we are one with everything.

modern milarepa

modern milarepa

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Current streak: 400 days no PMO, semen retention.

Orgasm is a way to feel alive to connect to the universe to feel one with everything at least that few seconds everything becomes one single feeling. But just like the heroin addict, constant ejaculation messes your body, energy and mind, it’s not a sustainable way to achieve this need.

Think about sex your body gets inside other person’s body, it’s like you two become one. That is the search of life to be one with everything, to feel connected.
But the thing is we are already one with the universe, quantum physics string theory, atomic theory as shown this, we are just particles connected to one another. We just fail to experience this.

When you have an orgasm this sexual energy gets activated and you really feel this powerful energy, the problem is that it comes with a price you lose this energy it goes out of your body. The French call an orgasm la petite morte or little death. We die a little when we orgasmed. Just like we have a finite amount of breaths we have a finite amount of orgasms in this life spam.

Sexual energy rules the universe is the seed of creation it’s what creates life and when a person or a planet dies it means his sexual energy has come to an end. He has no more energy left.

The thing is we already have this energy inside us; we are one with everything already. We are just confused specially sexual and porn addictions cloud our true nature. See animals they are not compulsive masturbator unless they are captive, they live in a state of joy, power and freedom only ejaculate for procreation. They keep their seeds and feel joy all the time.

We are humans and more evolved than animals we have spiritual and rational thinking we can enhance the cultivation of sexual energy through sexual sublimation practices like semen retention while being single or non-ejaculatory sex if you have a couple, meditation, praying, yoga.

Conclusion
Practice semen retention alone or with a couple to cultivate sexual energy and you’ll feel great amounts of power and joy, you’ll become more subtle and will be able to feel this connection this metaphysical need to be one with everything all the time without paying the price you pay if you ejaculate.
 
InnerMan said:
@modern milarepa, this is by far your most meaningful post on this forum. Love it!
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Thanks, I felt like writing something more profound. I usually prefer to write something more simple and practical so people on the forum can use it. Maybe I'll start writing more threads like this, I have already more threads ideas on the oven but I've been a little busy to write them.
 
modern milarepa said:
Current streak: 400 days no PMO, semen retention.

Orgasm is a way to feel alive to connect to the universe to feel one with everything at least that few seconds everything becomes one single feeling. But just like the heroin addict, constant ejaculation messes your body, energy and mind, it’s not a sustainable way to achieve this need.

Think about sex your body gets inside other person’s body, it’s like you two become one. That is the search of life to be one with everything, to feel connected.
But the thing is we are already one with the universe, quantum physics string theory, atomic theory as shown this, we are just particles connected to one another. We just fail to experience this.

When you have an orgasm this sexual energy gets activated and you really feel this powerful energy, the problem is that it comes with a price you lose this energy it goes out of your body. The French call an orgasm la petite morte or little death. We die a little when we orgasmed. Just like we have a finite amount of breaths we have a finite amount of orgasms in this life spam.

Sexual energy rules the universe is the seed of creation it’s what creates life and when a person or a planet dies it means his sexual energy has come to an end. He has no more energy left.

The thing is we already have this energy inside us; we are one with everything already. We are just confused specially sexual and porn addictions cloud our true nature. See animals they are not compulsive masturbator unless they are captive, they live in a state of joy, power and freedom only ejaculate for procreation. They keep their seeds and feel joy all the time.

We are humans and more evolved than animals we have spiritual and rational thinking we can enhance the cultivation of sexual energy through sexual sublimation practices like semen retention while being single or non-ejaculatory sex if you have a couple, meditation, praying, yoga.

Conclusion
Practice semen retention alone or with a couple to cultivate sexual energy and you’ll feel great amounts of power and joy, you’ll become more subtle and will be able to feel this connection this metaphysical need to be one with everything all the time without paying the price you pay if you ejaculate.
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Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam you're on day 488 of nofap , you horny beast , acn you fly yet , can shoot fire from your nose , can you teleport , can you ulter reality and dematerialise water , air , fire , earth , and , space ? , have you unlocked your chackras and transcended to an ulternate higher diminsioun of existance ?
 
ForceMaster said:
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam you're on day 488 of nofap , you horny beast , acn you fly yet , can shoot fire from your nose , can you teleport , can you ulter reality and dematerialise water , air , fire , earth , and , space ? , have you unlocked your chackras and transcended to an ulternate higher diminsioun of existance ?
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Yes sir, I can fly and lift an elephant with my pinky finger
 
I like that post, although I'm not sure if I'd want to practice retention for ever.
How long do you think it took you to feel really "comfortable" with the retention, or rather when did it become your new normal, sorta speak?
 
E31 said:
I like that post, although I'm not sure if I'd want to practice retention for ever.
How long do you think it took you to feel really "comfortable" with the retention, or rather when did it become your new normal, sorta speak?
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When I'm really in touch with my inner self I understand SR.

In our modern sexualized world semen retention feels strange. You can be doing SR 3 years straight and feel tense and unhappy.

It's more like a sudden insight that happened all of the sudden that occurred to me, also meditation, reading and deep self reflection about the subject helped. Also seing my father who has only ejaculated to conceive me and never masturbated, so I always have faith in SR because I digged deep into it and saw the positive effects it had on my father.

Also non ejaculatory sex, made me see with more clarity and feel sexual energy better.

But as monks say celibacy is not a granted or gift virtue. It's a fight virtue, meaning you need to constantly renew its strenght and making it more strong by practicing other virtues as well.

It's still a continuos learning process. But to answer your question after 90 days you can start to feel more powerful benefits, even do after this stage spermatogenesis and prostate congestion usually associated to watch psubs, a subconscious desire to have sex or to ejaculate, all this creates excessive tension and if you also have wet dreams then it's more difficult to feel it benefits it can even create the opposite.

It's like trying to lift heavy weights while eating bad, not good sleep. You can still have strenght but it's more difficult and it can even be harmful and injure you.
 
modern milarepa said:
When I'm really in touch with my inner self I understand SR.

In our modern sexualized world semen retention feels strange. You can be doing SR 3 years straight and feel tense and unhappy.

It's more like a sudden insight that happened all of the sudden that occurred to me, also meditation, reading and deep self reflection about the subject helped. Also seing my father who has only ejaculated to conceive me and never masturbated, so I always have faith in SR because I digged deep into it and saw the positive effects it had on my father.

Also non ejaculatory sex, made me see with more clarity and feel sexual energy better.

But as monks say celibacy is not a granted or gift virtue. It's a fight virtue, meaning you need to constantly renew its strenght and making it more strong by practicing other virtues as well.

It's still a continuos learning process. But to answer your question after 90 days you can start to feel more powerful benefits, even do after this stage spermatogenesis and prostate congestion usually associated to watch psubs, a subconscious desire to have sex or to ejaculate, all this creates excessive tension and if you also have wet dreams then it's more difficult to feel it benefits it can even create the opposite.

It's like trying to lift heavy weights while eating bad, not good sleep. You can still have strenght but it's more difficult and it can even be harmful and injure you.
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Thank you, thats helpful.
The weight lifting reference, made a lot of sense.
I might give it a shot, at least trying to continue till 2022.
Sex might be the hardest part, tho I'm able to not blow my load due to good control over my pelvic muscles i found it very hard to sustain that and not get caught up by the chaser effects afterwards.
Maybe I won't pursue it while dating for the coming months to leave the addiction completely behind and have more clarity.
 
E31 said:
Sex might be the hardest part, tho I'm able to not blow my load due to good control over my pelvic muscles i found it very hard to sustain that and not get caught up by the chaser effects afterwards.
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It's not just not coming. If you do it like regular sex and not come you can lose energy too. It's more like doing a sport you are just doing a physical act while having sex. If you start to think she is so hot, this feels amazing. Probably it won't work as effectively. If you simply have sex without anything in your head, you will enjoy it even more and no chaser effect.

Here I talk a bit about it

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...men-retention-this-is-why-porn-is-bad.313145/
 
Forget about enjoying sex, if there are moments you enjoy it fine but don't attach to the feeling. Try it to see how you feel while doing it this way and afterwards. Just as an experiment
 
Just like this thread explains it, you already have the energy of orgasm inside of you, sex won't give you more joy than the one you already have. I think during sex is one of the best ways to experience and realize this.
 
modern milarepa said:
Current streak: 400 days no PMO, semen retention.

Orgasm is a way to feel alive to connect to the universe to feel one with everything at least that few seconds everything becomes one single feeling. But just like the heroin addict, constant ejaculation messes your body, energy and mind, it’s not a sustainable way to achieve this need.

Think about sex your body gets inside other person’s body, it’s like you two become one. That is the search of life to be one with everything, to feel connected.
But the thing is we are already one with the universe, quantum physics string theory, atomic theory as shown this, we are just particles connected to one another. We just fail to experience this.

When you have an orgasm this sexual energy gets activated and you really feel this powerful energy, the problem is that it comes with a price you lose this energy it goes out of your body. The French call an orgasm la petite morte or little death. We die a little when we orgasmed. Just like we have a finite amount of breaths we have a finite amount of orgasms in this life spam.

Sexual energy rules the universe is the seed of creation it’s what creates life and when a person or a planet dies it means his sexual energy has come to an end. He has no more energy left.

The thing is we already have this energy inside us; we are one with everything already. We are just confused specially sexual and porn addictions cloud our true nature. See animals they are not compulsive masturbator unless they are captive, they live in a state of joy, power and freedom only ejaculate for procreation. They keep their seeds and feel joy all the time.

We are humans and more evolved than animals we have spiritual and rational thinking we can enhance the cultivation of sexual energy through sexual sublimation practices like semen retention while being single or non-ejaculatory sex if you have a couple, meditation, praying, yoga.

Conclusion
Practice semen retention alone or with a couple to cultivate sexual energy and you’ll feel great amounts of power and joy, you’ll become more subtle and will be able to feel this connection this metaphysical need to be one with everything all the time without paying the price you pay if you ejaculate.
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Informative and fruitful, it's been a long time since I have seen a post like this one, they're rare.
 
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