being-Partkdold-Duty
Fapstronaut
I gave up onanism about 5 months ago due to a recent change of reality from reading and understanding certain parts of All and Everything by G.I. Gurdjieff. Around this same time I was reading Ram Dass's biography and he spoke of transmuting sexual energy to spiritual energy.
While quitting porn and the act of onanism in my "waking" life has been quite easy, I still find myself in sexual dreams. I get so turned on is some of them that there's a brief moment where I even see myself waking up from sleep with an undeniable urge to start rubbing down there to completion. I've even had dreams that were sexual in nature then they lead to a dream where I just feel like I need to urinate real bad, and there's so much tension that when I burst peeing, I'm actually having an orgasm.
I even thought certain prayers before bed would help but found that sometimes they do the exact opposite...
Basically, I'm finding it difficult to abstain from these types of dreams that create the need to orgasm, and I'm wondering if anyone has experienced this and has any tips for quitting this?
While quitting porn and the act of onanism in my "waking" life has been quite easy, I still find myself in sexual dreams. I get so turned on is some of them that there's a brief moment where I even see myself waking up from sleep with an undeniable urge to start rubbing down there to completion. I've even had dreams that were sexual in nature then they lead to a dream where I just feel like I need to urinate real bad, and there's so much tension that when I burst peeing, I'm actually having an orgasm.
I even thought certain prayers before bed would help but found that sometimes they do the exact opposite...
Basically, I'm finding it difficult to abstain from these types of dreams that create the need to orgasm, and I'm wondering if anyone has experienced this and has any tips for quitting this?