Overcoming and loosing

I know I can conquer this addiction finally. I did it once for years. I got sucked back in again because of strong imbalance and strong lasting extreme challenges in my life. I needed vacations and found nothing that takes me completely out of these pressures as porn chat and edging did. I had sessions for days. Knocking me out completely. Then I was off for one to two month like a periodic drinker. And then again I had an episode.

I also withdrew completely for years. Got off porn addiction completely for years and then got sucked back in again in pressure.

I am initiating a 365 day challenge because I know I can be off and out of this with help of a group with mindfulness and discipline.