This is a kind of long-term goal. Having sex only with someone I love. And even better, only being able to have sex with someone I love. I'd been screwing around so much in my life. This is nothing to pursue for a happy life. On the contrary, how can one even fall in love with a woman when he treats women like objects? There is a perceptible contradiction within me by now. And I don't envy those nofappers who are doing Nofap just in order to attract more opportunities to get laid. This can be a bad trap, only resulting in a broader sex addiction. We are sexual beings. True. But we are also spiritual beings. And there has been a veeeery unhealthy balance in most of my life.