Well, I actually just had sex last night. First oral, and then regular intercourse later in the night. That was two orgasms back to back. I was actually quite shocked to find that I was able to not only get hard again after the first round, but perform sexually, too. Also, I lasted way longer than I thought I was going to. Don't get me wrong. I finished in under a minute (Nofap keeps you sensitive and full). But I found a good girl who has actually been really open to my paws recovery background and was happy to take things at my pace. She's almost a God send given how patient and understanding she has been. It's wild how empathetic she is. She even told me she's dated guys in the past with a similar background, and that it's not as big of a deal to some girls as its blown out to be, which is a hopeful consideration. Although everyone's different. Anyway, I feel fine. So far. My brain is buzzing from the dopamine. And I do expect to come down over the next couple days, and honestly, who knows how the good, the bad, and the ugly of that'll actually be. The times that I've just cuddled, kissed, and made out were actually quite nourishing to me. It kind of finally tapped me into all the hype about re-wiring and how critical that is to the recovery process. Because no it didn't give me symptoms. Rather the opposite. That led me to take the next step and have sex. I can definitely feel that watery dope saturation around my eyeballs and "frontal lobe tendrils" for lack of a better description of my cognitive structures. And I know that buzzing juiciness can't last forever. I'm just wondering how hard the come down will be. I know I won't feel great after the dip, but time will tell how relevant it will be to the bigger picture. Overall, I'm skeptically optimistic about it. I'm a little sleep deprived because it was a late night. And I have to go back to work tomorrow, so I'm hoping I remain functional through that. I really don't feel that bad, but come on, I just had sex, and I'm still buzzed. Please have my soul in your thoughts and prayers. I'm hoping in the next few weeks to come with good news regarding the possibility of a sexual future. Either way, I'll keep you posted.