I have a very embarrassing and fucked up paraphilia. It got worse during my early 20s, and now I can't get aroused unless I think about it. Now at 10 days I think it's withering, but I don't want to confirm because I'm scared of a relapse. So to paraphiles, did there come a time when it disappeared, or at least lessened in intensity? Examples of paraphilias: voyeurism, sissy/shemale, pedophilia, necrophilia, urolagnia, etc. That is, really fucked up shit, in most cases.