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Peeking/Scrolling google images, searching pornstar names in google

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by BalthazarPL, Apr 26, 2023.

  1. BalthazarPL

    BalthazarPL Fapstronaut

    I started type pornstars names on google , then I mostly scrolling in google images and peeking but mostly scrooling. It happen two days ago and from that time I had many urges waves, but I also think that I lost big part of all the progress I made in last 77 days. Almost every time was I peeked It ended with full relapse. I'm still in flatline as I was from the begining but I still don't have any sex drive or libido. probably last peeking/scrolling only make it all worse for me. I don't know if my 80 days streak is still count. I didn't watched porn or masturbate or orgasm. I have few flashback of pics I saw in last peeking but don't want to be this porn junkie anymore. those actress are attractive but it's only pixels, they are more like drug dealers who hurts and destroy other people lives for money. It was second time in last 77 days when I make mistake by type pornstar names in google by searching info about their opinion about nofap, porn addiction what only leads me to be on the edge of full relapse. I don't want to stuck in this cycle next 10 years.
  2. LetsBeLovely87

    LetsBeLovely87 Fapstronaut

    "I didn't watched porn or masturbate or orgasm"

    So you dont relapsed, but dont peek

    "they are more like drug dealers who hurts and destroy other people lives for money."

    No, the true evil is the industry, these women are victims of the this rich industry commanded by rich men
  3. Walton

    Walton Fapstronaut

    Partly agree. For sure many of them were immature and naive and desperate when they entered the industry. But eventually their mind will be corrupted, making them part of the evil too.
  4. Spiritual Immunity

    Spiritual Immunity Fapstronaut

    Give me a break.
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  5. BalthazarPL

    BalthazarPL Fapstronaut

    I don't agree with this that those womens are victims and rich men who rule in this industry are true evil. Actualy those womens are aware of this how by making porn they harm their viewers.

    I'm on day 104 and this slip with peeking/scrolling didn't have noticable effect on my recover. I had then very hard time but it was worth it to not giving up.
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  6. Woodcutter74

    Woodcutter74 Fapstronaut

    True, especially when they are is still in the industry at the age of 30, 40, 50 and so on. These are porn actresses that have been in the industry for over 10 years.

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