Hello, I just found out about your very helpful site, all I see is very strong people that are here to celebrate their strength and will power and success in heir journey to becoming better persons, chapeau to all of you. Let me tell you a little about myself, I'm 23 years old, college student, I started the "hell habit" back when I was in 5th grade by coincidence, I didn't even know what that process was called... I got addicted to the sensation, opened my eye on porn, started getting addicted to porn as well, needed a lot of time by myself always, I masturbated in mornings, nights, before sleeping, after walking up, in showers, at relatives houses !, I was afflicted. As I grew up, it grew more frequent with me, I'd masturbate 4-6 times/day, to porn, or even when I don't have porn I'd only use my imagination or memory of girls I've been with.. I always have been confident about my size, and about myself, and about being with a girl, but there was that time I started to do phone sex with exs or sex-buddies, I did that daily, got addicted to that too, done it frequently, and once I went to hard on my penis and it kind of got swollen ?, I panicked of course and thought I damaged something, started to feel numb and swollen for few days after, i quit touching it, and i couldn't see a doctor because I felt shameful at first, but thought if it won't go away i'm going. And after few days it became better, slightly went back to normal size, but it never felt the same since then, it'd be more swollen on erections, size I think changed to less, it would feel... soft? when erected ? ad if it's inflammed and there is something lyining it under the skin.. erections would fade away very easily, drops of semen sometimes leak ?, and of course very early ejaculation.... So long story short I'm still masturbating, and... I really wanna get rid of this sad terrible habit, but what happened to my penis just made me feel way more depressed, I just keep doing it.. I don't know if it will be repaired again if I give up ?, I really need an answer, it feels like I damaged the penile tissues, it's like sore and it's begging me to quit.... and I want to so badm but what I need to know more is that if it gets better if you quit ?, does the penile tissue fix itself?, does it repair the damage? I need your help, I'm sure many of you experienced that to some extent... and I'd really appreciate your help, specially from those of you who quit and observed any changes in their bodies? better changes? and by the way I joined this community to quit, and with your help and my will I believe I can do it, as I believe anyone reading this and hasn't started yet can too.