Pentecost 50 day challenge

It didn't take long for me to fall throughout lent but I'm going to try going 50 days between Easter and Pentecost.
I've been able to stay away from p for few weeks but I have given into m a few times so I'm trying to keep away from p as number 1 goal but I'll still try to stay away from m

 

I've had one of the busiest weeks this week so I haven't had time to post here but also haven't had much time to think about PMO either so there's meaning in being busy.
I also had a day that not much was going right but for some reason, I felt great at the end of the day. I don't know if it was the great weather or the fact I was working with my dad but I place all the glory on God who controls absolutely everything with His perfect sovereignty

 

For some reason, I woke up at 2:00am and can't get back to sleep. I've tried reading but it just makes me yawn a few times. Hopefully I'll be able to get back to sleep but if not, I'll stay away from my phone

 

It went okay. I read for a bit, did some devotions and did dishes then was busy for most of the day

 

The more the merrier

 

I can only seem to last a week, then sleepless nights catch up and I m. Still staying away from p though

 

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I need to get up when temptation comes but sometimes I'm too tired to get up but not tired enough to fall asleep

 

I slept quite well last night. I had a few temptations earlier on but went for a walk and that helped me sleep

 

Tuesday's can be a bit of a late night since I have my barbershop chorus in the evening and it finishes at 10pm so I'm a bit tired this morning

 

I've been feeling really happy recently. I'm not sure if it's that I'm doing online counseling or that I've gone quite a while without p but I'm feeling really positive. Today's sermon was inspiring too and it was about sexual immorality and how to stay away from it

 

I had a great counseling session today. We spent quite a bit of it talking about the Bible and what each of our beliefs were

 

I had a talk with my wife about how this addiction can bring a rift into our relationship but our wedding passage came up on a devotional (a cord of three strands is not easily broken) and we both agreed that the the third strand in our relationship is God and He will keep us together