Personality and Charisma

Wassup fellow fappers.. life for me over the last few weeks has been very stressful. I have increasingly become less confident in who I am. My personality doesn’t glow the way it used to. Charisma is basically gone. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder a few years ago.. I wonder if this is what has caused me to lose my sense of self. At the end of my 21st I felt on top of the world.. literally, no one could scratch me.. not even Freddy Krueger. Now at 22 I am further from myself than ever. I’m praying to the lord that this streak I’m on will last for eternity and this plague will be out of my life forever!