I don't know why I'm posting this, I'm going to give up on life now. I'm not giving up on NaFap, but only because I don't think I could masturbate now even if I tried. This is so humiliating, I can only post this because I'm extremely intoxicated. I don't care about life in any way now because I think I permanently damaged my penis. I was fantasizing about a woman I saw at the grocery store and I was thrusting wildly while erect and now I think I have damaged my penis and have peyronie's disease. I now have hard flaccid with weak erections that are extremely difficult to achieve. They also vanish immediately if I have no stimulation. I was always small, but at least I could get it up before, now I can't and there's no fucking way I'll ever satisfy a woman. I don't want to live anymore, this is it, I've gone too far and ruined evberything. I don't even want to type any more description here because it's so awful and depressing. Anyway, to anyone who read this, sorry for wasting your time. I'm out.