Phew! That was close...

I was just moments from a relapse, but was helped by the app. I hit emergency, and got a post with a list of the positive effects of NF. Threre I found an intense discussion on wether or not hair growth increases when abstaining.
People had strong opinions about other people's opinions, and... Well, that's quite a turn off.
Anyway, mission accomplished, and I'm still going!
The thing that puzzles me, though, is this: The thing that got Mini-me stirring was a memory of sex with my wife. We've had some rough times, and have just started to improve things again, and after almost a year with no sex together whatsoever, we've found a way back to a sex life without the stress and rejection, and it's actually fun again.
At the moment, I'm at the cabin, and have no "access" to her, and the shared experience.
My point is: I'm experiencing a beautiful thing, and I'm celebrating the fact that things are good again, but it comes in the form of a no no...
I mean, it would be a no brainer if it was pure porn, but this was just a memory of something that really is a good thing!
(This is also the reason why my reboot wont apply to marital sex, just PMO.)
So - celebrate with me, but also, do share your thoughts on what I'm writing.