Phonesex and Massage Parlours

It’s quite frightening what we do in order to satisfy ourselves for sex. By paying for it is bad enough but also breaking the law.
And, after each time that I’ve been with either a massage parlour girl or an escort I’ve aleats felt the same.
Which is disgusted with myself and also unfulfilled with what had just happened. And, yet I continued to go back for more.
Maybe at last I’m beginning to see some light in all this. As I’ve not been with a prostitute for over 2 years now. And, doing no flap also helps. As when I watch porn I want to go out and act out what I’ve just watched. It’s never as erotic as it is on the screen. That’s because what is on the screen isn’t real.
I have also suffered from ED which like yourself HybridOwl has caused be relationship problems. And, this at the height of my porn and prostitution days. I could never understand why I couldn’t perform at home in the marriage bed and yet I could when I was with a prostitute or watching porn.
Keep going HybridOwl. Your close to me in days. So, let’s do this together.....