SpadesRecovery
New Fapstronaut
Hello Fellow NoFappers,
I’ve recently discovered this back in Feb after going to have sex with someone and as you could guess.... I had a dead dick.
Well the back story into this, I was 17 when I had lost my virginity. At the time it worked “fine”. I’d say like 70 percent erections, but I would lose it very quick if it came to certain positions. I chalked this up to performance anxiety and figured it would be fine.... we’ll after tens more times with the same person it still seemed to be the same.
As you could imagine I was freaking out lol. Well I quit talking to her and went back to the same old routine of basically daily PMO. Occasionally it would be as much as 3-4 times a day. Then one weekend I went out and wasn’t able to get it up AT ALL when it came down to it. I mean like was getting head and the most I got was like a 30% Erection.
Two days passed I PMO again and it worked just fine I didn’t understand. Well I came across the “Your Brain on Porn” and then this site and immedietly quit cold turkey like that instant. I’m not gonna lie it was one of the hardest things I think I’ve ever had to do in my life. Until now where I’m finally not CRAVING it all the time anymore. As for postings I’ve been reading these daily since the day I started as a little motivation hoping that it’ll keep me from going back, I honestly at first was like most people and afraid of the judgement and was like “I’m never gonna post”. But here I am. I guess I’m just looking for any feedback or advice on how long this might take, I’m 18 basically 19 and I’ve been HOOKED for I’d say 4-5 years.
Sorry for the long post just wanted to get it all in here lol. But if anyone has questions or some advice go ahead and reply and I’ll try to get back to everyone. Yes, there is a lot of things I’ve noticed just in these 22 days and I honestly feel great about it so far. But beware to anyone else getting ready to start trying to cure their PIED it IS an emotional roller coaster at some points until the first few weeks pass. My Goal is 90 days and I might MO depending on how I feel but I’ve come too far now to break this streak
I’ve recently discovered this back in Feb after going to have sex with someone and as you could guess.... I had a dead dick.
Well the back story into this, I was 17 when I had lost my virginity. At the time it worked “fine”. I’d say like 70 percent erections, but I would lose it very quick if it came to certain positions. I chalked this up to performance anxiety and figured it would be fine.... we’ll after tens more times with the same person it still seemed to be the same.
As you could imagine I was freaking out lol. Well I quit talking to her and went back to the same old routine of basically daily PMO. Occasionally it would be as much as 3-4 times a day. Then one weekend I went out and wasn’t able to get it up AT ALL when it came down to it. I mean like was getting head and the most I got was like a 30% Erection.
Two days passed I PMO again and it worked just fine I didn’t understand. Well I came across the “Your Brain on Porn” and then this site and immedietly quit cold turkey like that instant. I’m not gonna lie it was one of the hardest things I think I’ve ever had to do in my life. Until now where I’m finally not CRAVING it all the time anymore. As for postings I’ve been reading these daily since the day I started as a little motivation hoping that it’ll keep me from going back, I honestly at first was like most people and afraid of the judgement and was like “I’m never gonna post”. But here I am. I guess I’m just looking for any feedback or advice on how long this might take, I’m 18 basically 19 and I’ve been HOOKED for I’d say 4-5 years.
Sorry for the long post just wanted to get it all in here lol. But if anyone has questions or some advice go ahead and reply and I’ll try to get back to everyone. Yes, there is a lot of things I’ve noticed just in these 22 days and I honestly feel great about it so far. But beware to anyone else getting ready to start trying to cure their PIED it IS an emotional roller coaster at some points until the first few weeks pass. My Goal is 90 days and I might MO depending on how I feel but I’ve come too far now to break this streak