I'm 23 yo, been watching porn and masturbating since 17, I know it's a bit late for people of my generation but I didn't do it before, because masturbation for me was like loosing unnecessary time and porn was just something repulsive for me like disgusting, so I wasn't into it even tho I was aware that my friends around me where into it since 13/14yo. However once I experienced masturbation and porn for the first time, quickly I went addict to it: I've been doing p and m, 2 or 3 times a day for the last 6 years (it's difficult for me to talk with women, so I took the coward way).
I started NoFap because I couldn't had orgasm when having sex, my erection wasn't strong enough in PIV (it's really embarrassing). So quickly I realized my brain couldn't keep up real sex because I was doing too much death grip masturbation on porn, and by googling around I knew that I had PIED. So I decided to follow the 90 days reboot of PMO free.
After few relapses (prior to this one currently, my longest PMO free streak was 21 days), I decided to be really committed to cure my PIED (new year's resolution), and I resist easily (flatline is the reason why I think), time to time I get shots of dopamine with sexy photos on social medias but no relapse (at least in my eyes anyway), but since last week I had urges more often and been very horny the last 3 days. As I felt that my dick had better erections and mornings woods as the times flies, I wondered if at halfway of the process of recovery, how my PIED will react if I have real sex in PIV, would I be able to keep having a strong erection and have orgasm ?
So as I was very horny, on my 44th day of recovery, I past 2 hours on an escort website to choose an escort that really excited me and that I would fuck later in the evening (I already had experiences with escorts prior the reboot but couldn't had strong erections because of PIED). I booked her for 1 hour and after some games (no masturbation) with her during like 25minutes, then I fuck her in PIV and surprisingly my erection was good and in less than 10-15 min for the first time in my life: I had orgasm, I ejaculated in a women vagina.
I was sooo relieved after this. Obviously the escort that I booked was very hot, it's difficult to have this kind of woman in real life. Even tho I managed to get rid of PIED that prevent me for having orgasm (which was my sole objective in this reboot process), I would like to continue the 90 days reboot now only PM free mode, to keep improving my erections, because I guess I'm still healing.
Sorry for my bad English.
I started NoFap because I couldn't had orgasm when having sex, my erection wasn't strong enough in PIV (it's really embarrassing). So quickly I realized my brain couldn't keep up real sex because I was doing too much death grip masturbation on porn, and by googling around I knew that I had PIED. So I decided to follow the 90 days reboot of PMO free.
After few relapses (prior to this one currently, my longest PMO free streak was 21 days), I decided to be really committed to cure my PIED (new year's resolution), and I resist easily (flatline is the reason why I think), time to time I get shots of dopamine with sexy photos on social medias but no relapse (at least in my eyes anyway), but since last week I had urges more often and been very horny the last 3 days. As I felt that my dick had better erections and mornings woods as the times flies, I wondered if at halfway of the process of recovery, how my PIED will react if I have real sex in PIV, would I be able to keep having a strong erection and have orgasm ?
So as I was very horny, on my 44th day of recovery, I past 2 hours on an escort website to choose an escort that really excited me and that I would fuck later in the evening (I already had experiences with escorts prior the reboot but couldn't had strong erections because of PIED). I booked her for 1 hour and after some games (no masturbation) with her during like 25minutes, then I fuck her in PIV and surprisingly my erection was good and in less than 10-15 min for the first time in my life: I had orgasm, I ejaculated in a women vagina.
I was sooo relieved after this. Obviously the escort that I booked was very hot, it's difficult to have this kind of woman in real life. Even tho I managed to get rid of PIED that prevent me for having orgasm (which was my sole objective in this reboot process), I would like to continue the 90 days reboot now only PM free mode, to keep improving my erections, because I guess I'm still healing.
Sorry for my bad English.
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