PIED & relapsed

Hello Everyone,

New to here just signed up last night since I'm in this battle on my own. Okay here is a quick update I'm really bummed out about it. I was on a one month streak completed (30 days as of today). However, though my erections are not back at full strength (at like 50% at the moment, and my morning woods are returning on random mornings at 50% also, and my libido has returned as of last week [been in flat line since March 12th]). Anyhow, the opportunity presented itself for me to have sex today (figure a chance presents on my one month streak). Anyhow, we went at it twice because I ejaculated like about 45 seconds in which NEVER has happened to me before I can usually last for up to 15+ minutes or longer (longest I've endured 1 hour 10 mins). Anyhow my erection was pretty limp the first time I was at 50% before our first round. The second a took a bit of work to get it up, so, of course, I made an idiotic decision to skim about 3 minutes worth of porn to help get aroused-though that didn't help much it did put me at like -50% erect (wasn't able to penetrate this time) and I just feel like trash. Though, I know with every failure, if I remain optimistic, there is victory, I'm just having a hard time seeing it at the moment. So, I guess I am back at day one for no PO (but still 30 days for no M, so, I guess I'll celebrate that).
Also, to add I'm usually very busy i'm never in my home; I'm usually at work for 12+ hour days Tuesday-Friday and when I'm off on Sat, Sun, and Mon-I spend all day doing school work and then when I'm done with that I'd go to the gym, then, it's usually bedtime by then. However, my sister became infected with COVID-19 a week ago, so, my Dr. has quarantined me and the rest of the household for an entire month; though, I don't exhibit any symptoms they wanted to do it to take the precautions, also, with the gym being closed that doesn't help. I have been doing home workouts, but, since my time has become crazy open for the next month, once I'm done with my school work, working out, meal prepping, doing crossword puzzles, coloring, meditating and reading books; I still have almost 8 hours in my day to burn.