PornHasRuinedMe2255
Fapstronaut
Desperately need advice from people who have gone through porn escalation
I’ve been addicted since around the age of 10. I was exposed to sex far too young and this combined with the fact that I was never very social led to me spending most of my time watching porn online. It started normally, getting aroused to sexy women and very vanilla porn. My tastes were normal for a quite a long time but eventually I felt numbed to getting off to that. I then moved to stuff like hardcore sex, anal, that step sis shit you see all over pornhub, BDSM, and hentai. The past few years though it’s become most alarming because it’s crossed the boundaries of my sexual orientation. I’ve escalated to transwoman, which led to femboy when I grew bored of that, which led to full on gay porn when even femboy shit didn’t cut it. I hate this and it causes me a lot of distress. The moment I finish I’m immediately washed with guilt and most times almost have a breakdown. I know that I’m straight so this stresses me out a lot, it’s almost impossible to get turned on by sexy women anymore. I can’t get turned on at all without some form of porn, I need porn to get anywhere. I desperately need advice from others who have been there or in a similar situation. Is it possible to get back to normal? Can I get rid of these escalation induced fetishes? Is it even possible? I don’t want to be unable to enjoy anything without hardcore porn anymore
I’ve been addicted since around the age of 10. I was exposed to sex far too young and this combined with the fact that I was never very social led to me spending most of my time watching porn online. It started normally, getting aroused to sexy women and very vanilla porn. My tastes were normal for a quite a long time but eventually I felt numbed to getting off to that. I then moved to stuff like hardcore sex, anal, that step sis shit you see all over pornhub, BDSM, and hentai. The past few years though it’s become most alarming because it’s crossed the boundaries of my sexual orientation. I’ve escalated to transwoman, which led to femboy when I grew bored of that, which led to full on gay porn when even femboy shit didn’t cut it. I hate this and it causes me a lot of distress. The moment I finish I’m immediately washed with guilt and most times almost have a breakdown. I know that I’m straight so this stresses me out a lot, it’s almost impossible to get turned on by sexy women anymore. I can’t get turned on at all without some form of porn, I need porn to get anywhere. I desperately need advice from others who have been there or in a similar situation. Is it possible to get back to normal? Can I get rid of these escalation induced fetishes? Is it even possible? I don’t want to be unable to enjoy anything without hardcore porn anymore