I just went 3 days without PMO. Last night, I got off twice, once to a cam-sight. I'm going to be 30 this year, I HAVE GOT to overcome this, and I need your help. Short background, I got into porn as a coping mechanism at the age of 11. I've been on a PMO rampage since that point. Knowing that this is a real addiction, I really need victory over it. I've tried so many methods through the years, even failing NoFap my first go round about 6 years ago. Since then, I've ended my backsliden journey and Christ has found His way back into my life. Now, I'm becoming a leader in ministry and have an even greater incentive, and reason, to end this, here and now. This topic, especially as it relates to my particulat situation, isn't all that popular in the church (though I'd maintain my position in this topic and its need to be a mainline conversation), and I know that success and victory happens here. Please guys, I'm aware of the calling on my life, and I don't want to live in the shadows regarding this particular obstacle anymore. I NEED HELP! Literally begging for it. Please help. P.S. I read some of the posts from newcomers like myself, and realized some of the struggles I have being quite similar. HOCD is a new term that I've come across today, and I know that is a struggle for me as well. Suicidal tendencies, lack of concentration, no motivation, slowly regressing inward (especially during times that I feel the need to PMO). Thank you guys for being so open, as your openness is not only a teaching tool, I'm realizing how relatable we can be during this journey.