PLEASE HELP ME :'(

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Badric_1, May 13, 2018.

  1. Badric_1

    Badric_1 New Fapstronaut

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    I joined the NoFAP reddit community around 2 months ago, my first streak was 26 days then 8 and now I relapsed after 5 days. My life was very organized during my first week but now am back to being piece of shit that I was. I don't wanna go back to destructing myself :'(. I don't know what to do. I am fed up of this life, I am fukin weak, very very weak :'(. Am 25 and I have destroyed my life. The life is very short, I don't wanna spend it fapping :'(.
     
  2. TheSilentMan909

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    I'm younger but I really know what your feeling. like you feel powerless. Ive been without PMO once for 2 months and i relapsed. i felt like pure shit after that one. As the days go by without PMO, you will feel better. I am 4 days into it so i cant say much but that is my experience. keep trying!
     
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  3. I've begun just today. It's been 12 years. Lets us both start off strong buddy. Keep in touch with me.
     
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  4. TheSilentMan909

    TheSilentMan909 Fapstronaut

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    sure man. lets do this. this is as hard as going to hell and back but if it is said, it can be done!
     
  5. Badric_1

    Badric_1 New Fapstronaut

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    I have lost hope, because my PMO streaks are decreasing.
     
  6. TheSilentMan909

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    if you loose hope, encourge others. i find that helps me a lot.
     
  7. Awakening123

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    I have been stuggling for 7 years now and it took me 2 years to reach 21+ days but now I am 5 months free. It is very possible. Journal everyday here and keep track of every movement of yours. Do you workout, meditate, read books, talk walks/run in nature?
     
  8. Badric_1

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    Thank you, my aim is to hit 1 month and am sure am gonna do it this time.
     
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  9. FreeME456

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    Hey man. Don’t lose hope! Hope is the thing that drives success. I’m 33 years old and on day 35. I was exposed to porn and other things at age 5 and have had a long journey. For me it took a true acceptance that the short pleasure from PMO is not worth the anguish the addiction causes. I’ve had some streaks before but this has been my most intentional approach yet. I had to decide in my heart of hearts that PMO AND MO lead only to more chains and pain in my life. No matter how strong the pull or how close I get to giving in I must refuse! Knowing that it will pass and if I give in, there’s NOTHING good that comes from it. Prayer and seeking the Lord Jesus has been key in my journey. He is my rock and my strength. This nofap forum has been huge too. I have focused on reading the success stories. If others can do it, we can too!
    Blessings bro. Stay on the path of freedom!

    Oh yeah.... understanding that this isn’t a fix all has been big too. I will still have problems and PMO simply amplifies them.
     

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