I joined the NoFAP reddit community around 2 months ago, my first streak was 26 days then 8 and now I relapsed after 5 days. My life was very organized during my first week but now am back to being piece of shit that I was. I don't wanna go back to destructing myself :'(. I don't know what to do. I am fed up of this life, I am fukin weak, very very weak :'(. Am 25 and I have destroyed my life. The life is very short, I don't wanna spend it fapping :'(.