As I sit here at 3:17 AM in the morning, having just finished fapping for the 7th time today.. I feel trapped. I feel so trapped in this damn fap zone that I can't pull myself out no matter what I do. It's become my way of life. I've been fapping ever since I was 12 years old, although back then it was maybe one time a week. Over the past 10 years, my bane has grown bigger and bigger, and now it looms over me, spelling out my demise. I'm 22 years old, a virgin, I cut off all the friends that gave a shit about me, I'm failing college for the 3rd time in a row, I'm completely out of shape, and I have crippling social anxiety every which way I turn. The longest I've ever gone without fapping is a week and that was a year ago, and it was the best god damn week of my life. But now, I'm doing it 6-7 times a day and no matter how hard I try, I can't get past the 2 day mark.. I don't know what to do anymore, I just feel like giving up and going to live out on the streets so my parents can't watch me fail for the 3rd time in a fucking row. Someone please tell me what I have to do to get out of this fapping haze my mind is in, I've never wanted anything so much in my entire life up until this moment. I just want to feel again, not be numb. Please guys, you're all I have left, what does a fuck up like me do to save myself?