Please Help!

I think I might have a very similar struggle. I have 4 1/2 inches now, used to be 4 3/4 . . . and in 2017 I found a porn star (female) who is probably the best match for my version of perfect and she had a video making fun of the viewer for being . . . yup, you guessed it, 4 3/4 inches. That was my cryptonite. I eventually found a dozen+ videos from her laughing at the viewer for having 4 1/2, 4.6, 4.9, 5 inches.

Usually those types of videos make fun of guys for having really tiny penises, like 2 inches or less, but the fact that this gorgeous woman thought a dick my size was way too small and totally laugh worthy . . . I relapsed over and over again, and the longer my streaks got all I wanted to look at was one more video from her.

Same problem as you? One porn star, makes us feel small, can't stop returning to that particular porn and leads to relapse.

Here's the good news - Now, almost 3 years later, I can say that I went a solid year without looking at her videos. And, she's old news now, so when I did look recently, I could only find a couple of those videos that were still online. Might not be what you want to hear, but every day that you don't look at pics of that she male is a win. Eventually you will get over her . . . or you'll lose track of her photos. Delete what you have. Try not to look, just for today. This too shall pass.