I noticed that I can easily make it to 5 days, until the urges starts, and on 7 days it becomes really hard. Also seeing dreams about porn every night after 5 days. I cant think anything else but porn, I cant distract myself becouse the urges are nonstop on my mind. This is making me suicidal. Im very anxious and depressed becoue of this and suffer from mental disorders. I just wanna give up and masturbate so I can stop thinking about it. Im addicted to sissy and humiliation fantasies and addicted to watching anal. Is it even possile to recover and get back to normal? I ruined my life with porn. And it is so sad to think about..