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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Purplehazeee, Mar 25, 2016.

  1. maverick2016

    maverick2016 Fapstronaut

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    I am not sure which day this is. But, it seemed longer. Not because of anything else.. but I felt strongest of urges today to do P and M. Thank you for the awesomeness of Emergency button on nofap website. I used it almost half a dozen times today. From depression to relapse to emergency. I read, watched, laughed and finally got inspired after reading all the awesome posts and experiences of people. People who relapsed after 60-70-80 days. People who have shared all their wisdom on how to walk carefully on this slippery slope. May god bless and inspires all my fellow Fapstraonauts. I feel so lucky that I found this forum and this website. It is past 12 and I can see finally the long day is coming to an end. There were weaker moments, but I prevailed. This is bigger rush than getting high on P or M and I am totally liking this. Hopefully I will prevail in face of such storms in future. In the moment of weakness, I shall find my strength and wisdom.
     
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    Analysis of algorithms:D:D
     
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  4. @maverick2016 Your Objectif is 15 day ? please try more . because at 15 day you will ''fail again'' and not be able to do it again
    The first time i try seriously the challenge i did it 15 day ( then i was like ''its a pretty good score , a lot of people cant do it .... and i masturbate ( no porn ) but next day it was with porn .....
    And it was impossible for me to do it another 15 day ( i try but in mi head it was ''well i did it once, it was hard lets do something else , now i know whats the nofapchallenge ) .
    But 15 is not enought to realy understand ( for me it was 25 day , that realy make me realise that ''i dont want to try only 90 day and then say STOP its over it was hard , NOW lets go watch some porn and masturbate ) , i also know that 90 can be a scary number but the difficulty dosnt increase with the number of day.
     
  5. Phoenix333

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    Being sober and in the present moment is such a gift. There's so much to be grateful for. When I pmo I'm choosing to live my life like a pathetic slave. Again, I'm making the choice. Ultimately we are the sum of our actions. Starting off day 4. Be well and live out a great life today.
     
  6. Damn, incredibly hard for me to hold on now.
     
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  7. Purplehazeee

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    My bro Phoenix! Yes we will finish what we started !!!
     
  8. AsharKiller

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    Hold on Buddy hold on trust me you will be glad after that don't listen to anything get out of the house . Go to your friends somewhere else .
     
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  9. Purplehazeee

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    Dont give up because its just in the moment but when its over you gain more self control for making it thru trust me I figured that out
     
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  11. Purplehazeee

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    Ohhh people where do I begin, well I was very disappointed when I woke up because I didnt have on the $12,000 diamond chain that I was wearing in my dream. Also I was hanging out and talking with this very beautiful girl from my facebook in my dream but nothing sexual. If you want to control your dreams take 5htp I ordered it and it really helps you have vivid clear dreams that your in control of but be aware you can have some bizarre dreams like when Marilyn Manson in a bloody lab coat was chasing me down a pitch black dark road but any of that is better than wet dreams.
     
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  12. KarthikB

    KarthikB Fapstronaut

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    Hey can I join?
     
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  13. Phoenix333

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    A band of brothers! Let's kick ass and fuck some shit up! Have a great life today brothers right now at this moment. We all know that won't happen sitting around with dick in hand......
     
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  14. Purplehazeee

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    Even after about a week of no pmo you start to notice how little things.are better like the vibe to music and you feel more alive
     
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  15. maverick2016

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    I am trying for total 90 days in 6 phases. Thus 15 days for 6 times. With each phase I resolve to try different hobby or activity to build self control and determination. This is the first time I am attempting nofap. So, I wanted to start with baby steps. My ultimate goal is first 90 days and then 365 days.
     
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  16. Purplehazeee

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    Of course you can!
     
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  17. That's actually a great idea to break a bigger goal into smaller ones because you will feel accomplishment and victory more often istead of thinking "Oh, I must wait so long til I can achieve something".
     
  18. jeffersondavepinoy

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    this is the right website.
     
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    Wdddfftghycddsdgvihbuhgcxswhibhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes u just gotta drum and get that shit out.
     
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